Thoughts Before Sleeping!

Some experts say a human has almost 2500-3300 thoughts per hour, so I thought to write it down as many thoughts as possible. So, let’s start!

(At 1 a.m. when I went to bed and unable to sleep)

Finally on the bed! Let me keep my 6 pillows on their place so that I can hug them properly and sleep!

Should I wear a blanket or not? Let it be, will wear only when I feel cold.

Oh my god! Why always I forgot to make a to-do-list for my next day so that I can do everything on time. This lockdown has spoiled my whole schedule!

Does it really happen if I left any thought in between then it will become my dream? I think I should try this once, haha.

Which day is tomorrow Saturday or Sunday? Ahh... This lockdown!!

Why the hell these mosquitoes are biting me though this liquid mortein machine is on, I think they need a more powerful machine to kill, they’re used to with this now.

Joo tum naa ho rahege hum nahi, na chahiye kuch tumse jyada tumse kam nahi…

Do I seriously have friends? Or I only have 1 or 2 or none of them. I think I should talk to them and clear this matter.

Why no one gives damn whether I am fine or not? I think I would get to know when I will die.

I seriously have forgotten how to study because of this lockdown. Do I need to repeat all this? No Lol!

Ohh! I think I saw some shadow, is someone there?  Hello bhoot? You can take me with you if you want, anyway, my life is a whole mess.

(At 2 a.m. even then I am unable to sleep)

What time is it? It’s 2 a.m. already! I should sleep now, it’s too late, shut up and sleep now, this thought process is ruining half of my life.

Joo tumm naa hoo, toh hum bhi hum nahiii…

My hairs!! This is also falling apart like everything is falling in my life… (Cries silently)

Why I always want new dishes every day? I will watch some new recipes tomorrow and try once in the evening!

These mosquitoes!! I will kill them one day, already I have less blood in my body from that also they want to take my blood.

Let me see everyone is sleeping or someone is awake so that I can spend some more time.

My bad! Everyone is in their dreams, I also should sleep its 2:30 a.m.!!

Why I always have back pain? Am I too young to be this old?

I think I am hungry, let me search for something in the kitchen, (after I found nothing) water is made for me only, especially at night! I shouldn’t have eaten Maggi that night.

Why did that person do this to me? This always makes me cry when I think of it! Leave I shouldn’t care.

Finally sleeping and in dreams at 3 a.m.

Ouch! Nobody even let me sleep peacefully, these mosquitoes!!

(Slept wearing a blanket after no option left)